What is on earth this for?

This question comes from one's Blog. Its name
is What I mind as a spine surgeon. What is on earth this
for?

He said:

I think to do operation is a very
tedious job.

Previously a total knee arthroplasty and a spinal surgery
were scheduled for today. One of my colleague in the hospital the other day came
to me and asked to adjust her mother's spinal surgery to today.

So, I am
right now in the hospital.

I am really tired of it whenever I think of
the three spinal surgeries I am going to do tomorrow.

For money? maybe a
lot.

For peace? no, this kind of work doesn't bring me
peace.

I answered:

Dr. you should relax yourslfe in your
work.

Everyone does the same things all the time that is dreay for
life.

Maybe you can arrange your scheduled renewedly. Takeing plan to
take a trip, going to countryside or mountain to breathe fresh air. Those are
good methods for someone drearying in working.

You may feel better
than now.Luck!

Answered again:

Just like Anonymous said

Dear
Dr.you should cherish what you had now.

I always talk to my ftiends who
are in the University, " Not to complain what you should have done everyday.
Please cherish what you have owned. There is a person who admire you most at the
back."

Change the points of veiw, those are the diffculties what you were
encounter may let you have different ideas about your work or
life.

Arrange a short time to cosider what is important for yourself and
take a rest for your busy working.

God always in your side.
Luck!

當每個人在生活中遇到障礙時，就會想到這個問題。當每個人再生活中反覆從事著同一件事情時，就對生活感到無趣，因此也會問出這究竟是為了什麼呢？

就如同工廠裡的機器手臂同樣動作做久了也需要加點機油來補充體力，或許當您再詢問這樣的問題時，就該停下您那繁忙的腳步，休息一般。

常常有人心裡會有質疑，我今天反覆做這個是為我帶來什麼？對我又有何益處？或許，這時的您就該回頭想想，當初未接觸到這複雜社會的那張白紙，是否因為塵囂給予您染黑？或許您應該詢問自己當初接觸到此領域時，那個熱誠在那裡？為何今日會出現這樣的厭倦感？

我記得那天在偵查庭後，讓我深感那我研法究竟是為了什麼？為何連我那最小小的權利都無法維護？為何我需要接受那行為人在偵查庭上對檢查事務官所言的謊言？假若司法願聽信那種謊言時，那我還唸法律幹麻呢？甚至在這社會上法律究竟代表什麼意義？這是我那時所詢問我自己的。

那時的我，知道我該休息了。該脫離那種厭惡的心情，該強迫自己跳脫出那樣的框匛，該好好反省我在這個社會存在的價值性！

當我在唸書時，每本教科書都是那樣的厚，當我正在唸第一頁時我開始想那第二頁、第三頁要哪時候拿出來看？或者是，看完一頁又一頁後，發覺還有好多要唸時，我會開始覺得厭倦。厭倦之後，就會覺得無趣。然而看到同儕間都在玩樂時，不免懷疑這樣究竟是為了什麼？我也曾經有像Dr.一樣的想法！

為了博取好成績嗎？或許，我獲得了好成績。

為了讓我的生活更為寧靜嗎？我想他並沒有帶給我更寧靜的生活，反而使我更為厭倦去處碰此塊地雷區。

這時候的我，我就知道我該離開書本，遠離那一排排的新細明體的字體，讓我轉換一下心情，檢視一下我的生活。並且從新規劃。過了一兩天後，我就會又有不同的心情去面對那每天重複發生的事。

然而，遇到這樣困境的醫師該做些什麼呢？

就是好好的放鬆自己，從新檢視一下自我的生活，必要時從新安排。或許在那樣檢視中您會發現其實生活並不會那樣無趣，而是充滿喜樂！